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My love
It was never my intention to fall in love with you. I have
always dream about a guy who loved me. With love comes care, concern, understanding
and respect. Like everyone else, I have expected these basic stuffs. After all,
I am also a normal girl, right? The irony is that you have said it clearly that
you will never fulfill any expectations of mine but still I am in love with you.
Because, when the matter is about you, I can change everything. I expect
nothing but the worst from you. I try to push myself beyond my limit, to
impress you. I try to behave like a perfect girl because I think you deserve
nothing but the best. My well-wishers say that you don't care
about me. They say that you don't love
me. Little do they know that I don't need your care,
just a smile is enough for me. I do need your love but if you can't provide,
it's totally fine. I understand. The
fact is I am deeply and madly in love with you.
I start getting ready for you a day before our meeting and still I think
that I look ugly. I want to improve myself a lot for you. Once, you said that I
need to fall and feel the pain for the knowledge to seep in my brain. I guess, I
am waiting for that fall to move away from you. Because one-sided love is
painful. I can criticize you for hours but just a small interaction with you
turns the table upside down. There is no
logic behind whatever I have penned down because it's love. A silly, stupid
love!
From
Your lover
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